“Adam tu Ghorbat be Ehsasesh nesbat be Har lahzeye zendegii,
Nazdiktar mishe”
Deltangi, Eshgh, gham, khubi , sakhti , shadi
Hese hozure khoda , yade dust , eshghe famil
Ro Ba tamame vojud tu har lahzeye zendegi dark mikone
Emruz 4shanbe 5.May.2010 va alan sat 8 sobhe
ta chand daghigheye dige gharare be zohre jan tamas begiramo vase
farda bahash ok konam
Emruz gharar nemizaram chon Dr ta sate 7 shab clas darano
nemikham mahjube khanum tanha bashan
Inja ma baham kolii rafigh shodiim o hesabiiiiii be hozure ham adat kardim
Sobha baham mishinimo sobhane mikhorimo badesh mirim birun , piaderavio harf mizanimo mirim kharid,
Asr k Dr miayn baz ba mashiin mirim marakeze kharido jahaye mokhtalefe shahro behem neshun midano
hesabiaam baham mikhandiimo shukhii mikoniim
Akhe Dr kheyliii banamako bahalan va
kheyliiiiiam delsuzzz o badjurii dige havaye mano daran
ENGAR VAGHEAN BACHASHUNAAM
Pish az umadanam ,
delhoreye zendegi kenare mahjube khanumo dashtam
khanumi pokhte ,
modir o moadabeer ,
hamechiz balad o herfeii ,jedii
Bishtar manteghi ta ehsasatii…
Va maan?
Ye dokhtari k ba vojude tamame vabastegiha o bi tajrobe budanaha ,
hala yedafe avalin tajrobeye zendegie mosataghelesh ,
inja,
dar americast…
Inha bakhshi az daghdaghai bud k gusheye zehnam dashtam,
pish az safaram
Ama
Lahzeyei k tu forudgah az taktakeee khanevadam joda shodam
Ba vojude boghze sangini k ru guneham jari shode bud ,
Az gate akhar k rad shodam
Ehsase saboki kardam
Ehsas kardam dige chizi baraye az dast dadan nadaram ,
sakhtarin ghesmate majera tamum shod , man tunestam az khanevadaaam del bekanam
dige hata az poshte panjereye gate ham nemididameshun,
engar dige poshte saram tamame darha baste shodan
Guya faghat rah be jolo baze
Hamun moghe ba khodam 1tasmim gerftam:
"Bayad sharayet ro be naafe khodam taghir bedam
vagarna in sharayetan k mano dar khodeshun hal mikonan"
pas
Tule safar Ali gozasht , herfio ghavii budam
Pish az ruberu shodan ba mahjube khanum
Be khodam goftam :
hamechiiz be negareshe man bastegi daree
bayad az hamin avalin lahzeye vorudd negareshamo avaz konam
pass
Inam yeki dige az neshunehaye khodAst
Emruz kenare kasii avalin tajrobeye mostaghele zendegimo shoru mikonam
k inghaddr herfi o sakhtgire k baes mishe
Man ham ba sorate bishtari BozorG beshaam
Faghat kafie havasamo nesbat be hamechii
chandbarabar E gozashte, jaaam konaam
Ta mesle hamishe pish azink kasii behem EkhtArii bedee, khodam masaelamo halo fasl konam
Tasmimo amali kardam ...
Va
diruz vaghti mahjube khanum ba madarjan sohbat mikardn ,
harfai beheshun goftan k mano madarjan har2 shocked shode budiim
Mami golaam badesh k baham sohbat kard ba ye zoghe nazii behem goft:
Elmiraaaa tariff kardane mahjube khanummmmm az kasiiii
ye royAstaaaaaaaa
va
man faghat kheyli khoshhalamO
HOZURE HAMECHI RO, NAZDIKTAR EHSAS MIKONAM
Age emruz dar moerde in mozu neveshtam
Be in khater bud k javabe soale Eli ,Arash, Ati va nushii nazaninaam budd
vagheann babate tavajohetun azatun mamnunaaam
Kheyli dusetun daram taktaketuno
5.May.10